i am gonig to the land of rain and nostalgia

i'll try my last best to be my self

will miss you all

like a carpet misses footsteps

!

اندوه بی بال و پر می ماند...

می ماند...

می ماند و می شود تصویر یخزده یک بهت

در دل آیینه...

اندوه بی بال و پر...

...

..

مثل خودکارم که دیگر نمی نوشت.....

.....the sky cries

who shall loosen the ties

??

?

i'm soaked up in lonely yesterday's tonight

!!!

!

Time changes things like
the fruitstand that turns
into a filling station. But
the footprints and signs from
the past are everywhere

آری

در مرگ آفرین لحظه انتظار

زندگی را در رویاهای خویش دنبال می گیرم.

در رویاها و

در امیدهایم!

I can hear the silence, in the dark
Closing in the distance, to my heart

Now and than a quick glance, at the stars
Coming of a deep trance, peace at large

Like a soothing shelter over me
I have come to love her mystery

Making me surrender, letting go
Guiding me so tender, very slow

When the night is falling
I hear voices calling
Like an aimless shooter
I'm a Twilight Cruiser

O that awful deepdown torrent O and the sea and the sea crimson sometimes like fire and the glorious sunsets and the figtrees in the Alameda gardens yes and all the queer little streets and the pink and blue and yellow houses and the rosegardens and the jessamine and geraniums and cactuses and Gibraltar as a girl where I was a Flower of the mountain yes when I put the rose in my hair like the Andalusian girls used or shall I wear a red yes and how he kissed me under the Moorish wall and I thought well as well him as another and then I asked him with my eyes to ask again yes and then he asked me would I yes to say yes my mountain flower and first I put my arms around him yes and drew him down to me so he could feel my breasts all perfume yes and his heart was going like mad and yes I said yes I will Yes.